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Unlocked and Free

Mistress Key holder has now unlocked me and now I’m free from the metal cage that had imprisoned me for over a week.

Not that I think that Mistress would have unlocked me except that I have to go away for another business trip and chastity cages are a no no in that particular environment.

I think She is enjoying this new arrangement and is seeing that there are a lot of benefits to keeping your man locked and denied.
I suspect that when I return the cage will be all ready for me and the Key Mistress will have me back under her control.

Getting The Point Across

One of the features of the Mature Metal devices is the ability to add punishment pins. Until now Key Mistress had only used the small blunt pin.

The small blunt pin was only in for a couple of hours and it was difficult to judge it’s full effect.

The other day She decided that in return for allowing me a couple of hours unlocked that I would have to endure the longer sharper crisscrossed pin.

Immediately I could feel the pin pressing against me. Nothing dramatic, just a dull pressure. That was short lived and the first time I got hard I got it’s full effect. Not agony but a sharp pain to my penis.

This has the follow on effect of making it give up and get back to shriveled again – not that the cage wasn’t going to put a stop to it anyway. The pin just got there a lot quicker.

Another noticible effect was that it held the cage higher up and it didn’t slide down away from my body as much. It also meant that there was less movement at the head.

Mistress Key holder originally stated that the pin would be for 24 hours but when that time was up she decided that I would endure it for longer.  She makes the rules, did I mention that?

Now because I moaned so much about this nasty pin she intends to use it a lot more.

That just leaves the small sharp one to try out but as I was a bit tender down there I was not going to suggest that.

Mistress continues to develop her teasing skills and has found a new way to torment me. On a serious note though, the long nasty pin is going to be something that is going to get Mistress’s point over.

Locked Again

The Key Mistress has had me locked for just over a week now. However things are a bit different this time. It’s the first locking since we started our Female Led Relationship.

The rules are quite easy to remember and are well documented. Basically She makes the rules and I obey or else.

Do I get to orgasm?  Yes, but it’s completely Her decision as to if and when. Sometimes I can annoy and that’ll mean no. Sometimes She will have already decided that it’s going to happen before I get home. But there’s always a price to pay, sometimes it’s a spanking, sometimes some CBT. Either way I orgasm in the way that She wants.

I’m trying very hard not to “top from the bottom” and not make things happen the way I want. Part of the fun is that I can expect the unexpected.

It would be good to provide her with feedback about her performance but I am resisting the temptation to do that unless She specifically asks me.


Four And A Half Days

By my reckoning (and its acurate) its been four and a half days since the Keyholder locked me in the CB600s.     Up to last night, there’s not been much in the way of teasing and absolutely no releases.

In general, I would prefer the Maturbatrix teases a bit more, excercises her control a bit more, and has more demands on me.    Am I making her something that she isn’t?   Have she just been tired?

As I mentioned above, last night we spoke a little whilst the Keyholder had her foot firmly on the top of my Dicktator.    “Errrr, I’m locked here darling”.   “Yes I know and you’ll remain locked until its the correct time”.    “You also appear to have your foot on my device”.  “Yes, what does that say to you”.   “It means your stamping your authority over my cock”.   “It does”.

So, I’m to be locked until its the correct time, or did she say the proper time?   Either way, its until some time that she has chosen or waiting for some event.    I don’t know what or when that would be, or even if she means a temporary or final release.    That was all she would reveal about it and as the television was on conversation between us was more or less stopped.    I hate televisions.   They are so obtrusive in you life once they’re switched on, life almost freezes until the next set of adverts.    Nothing else happens and the house and chores get neglected and they kill conversation dead, especially the intimate conversations I like to have with my Masturbatrix.

With her foot planted firmly against my locked up cock I always feel like thrusting.  She can feel it too and asks what do you get out of that?   Your not going to get hard or cum are you?   But for me its a natural reaction to try and make my cock erect and trusting feels like it might work.   She knows this.   “Is it really frustrating for you?”.     A couple of months ago before our affirmation of our rules she probably would have relented and after a few hours or at bed or the following morning would have released me and very likely I would have a satisfying orgasm.   But not now, she it taking the role of Masturbatrix very seriously and denying me.



Day 3

Its now nearly 72 hours since my Keyholder locked me in the Dicktator.    Since then there’s been a little bit of teasing, I’d prefer quite a bit more but I did agree to put up with whatever the Masturbatrix decided upon.

While there has been not a lot happening in teasing, by contrast she has been exerting her authority by responding that she’ll add another five days if I carry on or that you’ll never be getting out of there for any fun.

Talking of which, upto this point there has been absolutely no temporary releases, no hints of releases, no hint of when the final release will be and absolutely no orgasming good or otherwise.   I’m thinking she’s softening me up first – well I’m definately not hard!!!!

Day 1 was a bit of getting used to adjusting bits and clothing and having to sit to pee.

Day 2 was starting to feel that resistance that is there every time my penis tries to get hard with the frustration that goes with it.   The Masturbatrix and I were lying on the settee watching, one of us from each end on our sides with me behind.   That allows the Maturbatrix to bring up her knee and push her feet into my groin.  She feels me push back and smiles.   But she didn’t do it for too long.

Day 3 is more of that and like someone whose legs have been squashed I want to just “stretch”.  As the Keyholder wasn’t starting work early today there was an opportunity for me to do some quick worshipping and to bring her to orgasm with my fingers and a vibrator.  That put a smile on her face.

And now I await the return of the Masturbatrix / Keyholder and see what is in store for us tonight.